Love is like a Wine; a Little makes you Happy, too much makes a Fool.
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| — | The Engagement Ring |
To my future children
I hope you dance - god that song every time i hear it it makes me think of my future children and what want for them. the funny part is, i dont even imagine their father, i just imagine my beautiful children growing up happy with the things that i think they deserve and all the love and happiness in the world. my heart yearns for a baby. I see girls walking down the street with their strollers or sitting at the park watching their kids play. Many of my friends starting families of their own moving to the next step in like. My students affection when they see me makes me happy, in particular one of my 3rd graders that runs and gives me a hug when she sees me gosh its so adorable it makes my heart melt.
and so my point is, the song, I Hope You Dance, every time i hear it i get in this mood where i just wish i could skip everything and be at the point where my kids are old enough to understand the lessons i wanna teach them and just give them the world
babies i dont have you yet but when i do i vow to try my hardest to be the best mother god can let me be and just always BE THERE for you to CARE for you and LOVE you UNCONDITIONALLY
- the mother in me <3
friends with benefits
i’m sick and tired of sleazy guys who just want sex with no strings attached. ugh. i’m 21, yeah i know that’s still pretty young but geez can i met one good potential husband? i want to fall in love, get married or move in together, and eventually have kids - you want to get in my pants morning day and night. what happened to meeting someone, getting to know them, going out on dates, getting flowers just because. what happened to the guys that are real and don’t just want someone to hook up with when they feel like it? at this rate i’ll be single forever.
-forever alone because you have commitment issues
willing to share
So i used to pretend not to have a tumblr because i actually would write about my problems and i was a little ashamed to admit my troubles and the drama, mostly Boy troubles right…. but after a few deletes here and there i decided that if people are gonna be involved in my drama or life might as well read my side of the story and how i feel about things. so with that said i basically deleted everything ive ever posted and now i will share. ill write the same as i did before but i figure the past is the past and it doesnt need to be shared now, but from here on out im an open book.
to whoever is willing to read, or to whoever cares to read about or know about whats going on in my life :)
-Chirly
*alone i stand in the chaos that is life*
